Friday, August 10, 2007
Went out with yl pt today. No photos, only neoprint. hmm. was quite a sian trip. cos i was really tired from all the late nights of catching a super old but nevertheless captivating idol drama, and of course, HP7. hope i didnt dampened the atmosphere too much =x Surprisingly, we didnt shop much. Instead we went around eating. Went to 3 different places! What a feat. But well, who say a trip must alway be happening. Just simply sitting down, eating nice food and some catching up is very precious already.Touched on the topic about future again. It is really sad that i am still feeling very much lost and unsure. I do like event management.. but after OD experience, i am having second thoughts. Am i fit to be such a person? To constantly tackle with the pressure of meeting DEADlines. I do like teaching too.. but what can i teach? Math-too boring and i cannot imagine myself doing a uni degree on it,gee! Chem-cant even fully understand current concepts, dont pass on the harm to future hopes carriers! Chi-dunno the 5000 years of culture and so many classics remain untouched,ohmy!As i get older, i am prone to create misery for myself. this is bad..
Random: There is no point in buying all those things, if the thing that i needed badly comes from the heart. But the problem is, i just cant have that. so i am trying to compensate it by buying all these externals.. The externals wont help for long.. i need, i really need, contentment. and a simple heart.
--Merci tout le monde--
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