First day of work at call center today! I will say it is a brand new experience. My job is to call up people, just if they are doing IT related jobs, and then invite them to an IT forum. There is target de leh. Everyday must have a total activities of 150,meaning the no. of calls. Out of that, 50 are to be Direct Maker Contact(DMC), meaning those that are indeed doing IT related jobs,but either dunno your forum,not interested or undecided. Then among the 50, 15 are to be Conversion(CO),meaning they are registered to come for the forum through me.

Stress eh. Targets.. Then we will need to update 3 times a day on a "score board",so u can see how much ure leading or lagging behind. But its quite lucrative ba..6 bucks per hour.Hope i meet my target and don get fired. ahaha.

Any1 wanna join? Its at science park drive. Looks like gotta slog for hols as well. Tranings 1,3,5,den gotta rush for work til 6pm every weekday.. So..can only book me on weekends le. Hee. IF ANY LA. lols.


"you really rocks"
You rocks even more.
U made me fall all over again.

Labels: work

9:33 PM

I am completely exhausted by today's run. It lasted about 1h 45 mins!!!!! O.O THE LONGEST RUN IN MY LIFE. oh gosh. But there is a little bit of walking la, cos really cant tahan. Ran up and down the Chinese Garden pagoda. Lols, it made me feel so giddy.However, upon completion, feel a sense of achievement ya. heh.

It is qixuan bday today. Jennifer tried to push her face down when she was blowing off the candle. But it was not really "successful" la cos the cake was too small. So let me show you whats a real one should be! ahahah!

Labels: track

2:36 PM

Today's training was a tiring one.. My legs feel so numb now. After missing 2 trainings, today's one really very hiong. Firstly went for a run outside, the girls route. Then, its a long interval. 800m + 400m, 3 sets. I think none of us met the required timing. Honestly,i feel the girls team is quite weak.. I can see the guys go almost all out for the intervals part. Great =)

I realised usually when i am running, my mind is blank. Think that should not be the way. I ought to think of sth that can sustain my run and moltivate and push me. So today, thadd was on my mind =) His story, his preseverance , his determination. Nope i dunno him.. but that only show the greatness of him isnt? Able to empower ppl that do not know him =)

Hmm, i think i pant unnecessarily during runs, giving me the illusion that i am tired and have to slow down. This is bad..Gotta change!

I can see the improvement in the team overall now =) Though i tend to set overly hight expectation on discipline and too used to compare to Quek's style. Heh. And Jennifer was telling me i was carrying that pissed off face. arghh. i don mean too, people! ><

My face makes ppl misunderstand me so easily. geeee.

Labels: track

8:08 PM

woohoo! Yesterday went to far east to celebrate shelvi birthday and a meet-up with mr. singh! heh he is not our cher now..but still feel more comfortable calling him that. haha. anyway, he was real damn cool la, not a bit like the typical psc scholar! lols. his sense of humour is really high level and just so unique. not only that, he got real stuff up the brain too. haha. he captivated all of us in one way or another with his way of life and school of thoughts. just so amazing. to me he is like an enfant-terrible( other synonyms:prodigy,exceptional,bright star), possessing unconventional talents,esp with his play of words. he may seem to be happy-go-lucky, but he knows how to LIVE his life, with meaning. so many ppl slog hard for their life, but do they really have one? relax,play, he always tell us that. thanks cher, you inspired us to seek for a truly needed balance we gotta achieve in our mugging life. =)) i hope he wont ever see me praising him in this manner. hahaha.

he was very nice ya.. he saw me remain quite quiet throughout the conversation. suddenly he said" hey your handphone vibrating so hard la how come u never feel??" i was wondering how come he sat opp me also can feel the vibration. den when i checked, it was actually from him! lol!! it said, "Hello :) " hahaha.. so nice.. cos he thought i was sad! he smsed and asked me that after all of us left for home. =) once agn, thanks ya. Hmm if my GP really cmi, i will come look for u. but dont charge me $120 la =x

Hmm.. my right eye was giving me problem this few days. rahh. as you can see above, my right eye is quite swollen. gee. and my damn bread face look so big!! ><

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They say the best way to learn, is though the hard way. when things make you feel desparate,you will try different means and ways to get yourself outta the shit hole. its true. sometime, despair will fire off fighting spirit.
i experienced that both ytd and today. ytd was when i was trying to get to far east. today was when i forced to do OP w/o my script, cos i forgot to bring. the whole thing started off like shit, but i thought i regaiin my composure back after a while. but apparently mr. hong beg to differ. it was lucky that the Q&A salvage the situation.

i dont think he know what our project is about. i requested to solely ve Q&A session. he rejected it. that only explain he doesnt know our proj well isnt it? ... Kang Sheng told me that his teacher went through a list of possible question with him last time. So good. I bet what is going to pull our grades down is Q&A. cos no one give us training! rahhh

i thought he was good. my judgement fails me yet again. "gal, don ve too high expectation." yupp..im in jj. what to expect. i shall try to strive on my own.

On another note, im not signing up for ogl...... i gotta train, and work. $$$. haiix.


i want gathering!! both primary & secondary.. and you.

7:55 PM

I am sick. haii! jc education system make you fall sick easier =/

Anw, gotta thanks Mr. OKS for his op advices ytd. He even offered to seat in the presentation since we stay quite near each other. haha, don need la. Just work hard for your As! CSS-Ever with the Best! Jiayou all j2s! esp CSS seniors. haha xD

There was op dry run today. Oh my. People nervousness sure affect me. Actually i can do away with cue cards.. Alright, things will only get better!

Hmm today they announced the top 25 scholars for chem. Yupp tingting is topping the charts again =)) Mark my words, she will be jj top A lvl scholar. Anyway, it was quite wierd that almost all of the remaining ppl are guys -.-
There were jeffrey and kok wei also.. they were from 4-4 last time..


Alright. you will see my name sometime soon. if not chem, will be econs. heeeh.

MOLTIVATION! 8:49 PM

it was fun and amusing for the impromptu presentation today! what with that Trilogy of "How did i end up in JJC" from xy,mx and nc. i talked about my life.. well not exactly captivating,but i think will let them know better how i am as a person.

hmm i feel i am becoming a joker in class. haha. i am starting to make silly comments and remarks. laughable. i don mind,its quite fun =)) this is quite rare,for in the past 10 years of education,i don really like to make myself heard in the class. well, benefits of being in a small class! cosy and closer ba =)) and i really laugh out loud more nowadays. good.. de-stress! =D

ohya my cll p2 is 55. lol. so overall for this promo, grades should be CCCS-D. during common test was ABDES. dropped. but then, expected la. i already know this will be my worse ever performance... but i also know, this will be the last time =))

but sad cant get schship or bursary la! haix. so gotta work and earn le! 9:57 PM

Boo! =))

Alright shall start by announcing my GP grade- D(55.5) Hmm.. Lousy la, but all the while i was having this type of result back in css. heh. When can i ever write a proper essay sia...

Track training at the afternoon. The highlight is not on the training part. After the training, all the guys and girls sit down together and talked about the track conduct. We set down some expectation and ground rules, like exercises that we must all complete, attendance, punctuality, FOOD BAN.

OH MY! haha.. I love fries,wedges,ice cream and chocolates! So now i will be deprived of all these. And guess who's the one who suggested this and initiate a change in the track system?? MEEEEEEE -.-

Well, i really want to restructure the team to a more focus and disciplined one. Basically, i suggested all the stuff that the athletics did when they were under Quek's time. Hmm.. They seem quite willing to follow and look upon me for instructions. Surprise surprise. Good leaders need followers. Though i am not captain or exco whatsoever, but i feel a calling to change the current inefficient system. Morever, if all are moltivated, i will stand to gain by improving too. The school and teachers are not showing support.Not expecting them to do so, since i think their focus is only on council. Many ccas leaders are struggling, esp sports leaders ba. The limited funds, resources, venues.. I don think whatever problems or suggestions made during Leaders Camp are noted. Yes i see Mr. crc taking down notes, but i need to see action. Action gotta be fast. How long more does the sports ccas have to their tournament? Ans as you know, sports training is very time-consuming and taxing on the body.

Nevertheless, i am used to this type of "Against all odds" situation. This give rise to Fighting Spirit. The approvals from the track members are heart warming. I do hope we can all sustain this type of perseverance and enthusiasm towards training. It is time to work hard, esp for all X-try people. All these while when we are slacking, they are slogging their guts out.

I see hope. I don crave for results or miracles, cause the time is too short. I yearn for the best we can be. And, to change JJC Track Team falling reputation. We are a committed and disciplined group of people!

This gives me a feeling: Back to Quek's Time! YAYY xD

ps. While running the rounds today, d@rr3_ said jiayou while ran past him. woots! Cheering is paramount to runners! or all sports people. Actually he was there to encourage his bballers, but maybe see me run as if out of breath ba. HA. but its nice! Initially i thought he doesnt have good impression on me. since you know, my forbidding black natural face. Does he know i am the dumb girl who like his friends for 5 years ma? o.O zzz! Anyway, thanks! So people, please generously give cheers whenever you see people running ya? =))

Labels: track

7:08 PM

Econ- C Maths-S GP-pass-but-dunno-what-grade

I am more disappointed in econ. cos i am already prepared to get U for maths. i don mind that kind of grades for maths..quite a useless subject. but..i promised Mrs Leong i will get an A for my maths promo!! >>.<< SORRY! nvm.. A for A lvl will compensate eh? lol.. If i really want, i think i can get it la. but i need xinyu(as in the one in 4-1,cos there's a xinyu in s36 now.haha)! xD hols come out can?? heheh. I am not really sure do i still have the impact when i activate myself. I always thought i can. But well, things turn out otherwise.

econs! rahhh not even eligible to take h3 le la! I don have the intention to take it la. but having a CHOICE is better right? choices make you feel value ba. just like if you can 4As, you can choose any course you want.

Why there is no Adam khoo workshop in JC!!

I truly respect Mr. Leow and believed what he said today. "If youre good you wont be here la" left a particular deep impression. Hmm. but genius tingting is here! well, im here cos of a moment of folly...

JUNIORS! don try to come here alright.. although the events you get to do are fun la.... go poly if you know what to do.

Anyway, biyun don need much help for prom. haix!

Back to OP prep.

Labels: results

8:57 PM

wy said teachers in vjc said: don worry about how bad your grades are. there will be ppl from JJC, ij,sj,yj to fill up the bottom places. yeah.... true... thats why i want to be in better schools.. back in css,i thin mr leong told the cohort similar stuff b4. but he didnt name explicitly okays.. and he didnt say it to booast our confidence,instead is tell us not to be complacent and to be constantly on the beat to work hard. haiz, so good lah. miss the Leong & Leong. CSS.

anyway.. chem- C. cll p1-A. quite disappointed in chem. but nvm lah, like i did study hard. cll. HAHA. dunno what type of LENIENT marking is that. by that PROFESSOR. when i inquired in a qn for marks, he was like" how much you want?" ?!! ok, i do want marks,but i want to deserve it truthfully. lucky that he is only a temporary.

Hmm finally went for a RUN! =) one round outside, 4k+. 30mins eh. what the biang. SLOW. but taking into consideration i never run for 1 month plus. ok lo..

Next run will be better ho! xD

ps. any JOB recommendation??!! I WANNA WORK! broke la. 8:27 PM

软弱，不适合这世界。
郁结，埋没了希望。
心地，无法释怀。

人生有三乐
助人为乐
知足常自
乐得其乐

那为何还如此闷闷不乐?

很想快乐
可遇不可求?

不想让美好的人担忧
所以强掩欢笑

不要问为什么

说不出

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我不想像仔仔那样啊。。

明天会更好。但请让我找到方向和坚持的动力。 6:53 PM