Did 4 x 1km at the canal

a) 4.49
4 mins rest
b) 4.51
Full recovery
c) 4.54
4 mins rest
d) 5.30 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZZZZZZ! =.= I was thinking that i can keep all sets below 5 mins.. It is not just weak physical, but weak mental too. Tired...

But i believe, the lessons learn in athletic pursuit make us a stronger person. (quoted, fr a rjc gal)

::::: jUst lEsS tHaN 2 mOre mOnthS to fInaL cOunTdOwN ::::: 8:14 PM


YL during Aug

YL today
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Team JJ @ YOG

Wow, it was truly a magnificent night full of energy,enthusiasm and magic. If you were over at the Padang, the atmosphere over there was simply crazy and high. Of course, this is mostly to be accredited to us! JJC.

Lol.. I am seldom proud of this identity. But yesterday we did ourselves and the nation proud. We showcase the spirit we have, cheering and dancing like mad, trying to fire up the atmosphere. The greens among the many reds were simply outstanding, so the spotlight (tv and cameras) was kindda on us. Well, they seldom see students so hyper like us bah. Haha. I think the organiser or the audience, or a small proportion of Singapore, will be impressed with us. wohoo this kind of feeling is exhilarating. Now that JJ has made its mark for the vibrancy and spirit we have, it is also time for us to make a mark for the academic aspect yea? Hahaha everybody pls work hard..

There was an incident ytd that almost dry off all my happiness. On the bus to Padang, i was sitting beside YingMing. Then, this guy, a teacher known for his imposer acts, suddenly use his hand to hit my head from my back.

WHAT THE??!!!!

I was stunned. Teachers taking revenge under broad daylight?!!? Yes we bear personal grudges for each other although we have no direct contact. We transmit the waves of dislike through the slanted stare of buai-songness. Although YingMing told me he thought i was one of her friend whom he knows quite well, how can we have a teacher playing such a "joke" when the hit was like quite painful? Damn it. Not all people from good school deserves to be respected. SHOOOO! OFF.

Luckily,i forgot this very unhappy incident quite soon. Don let me see you again. I wish you fall down fall sick every down and then. I'm that type who bear grudges for people easily. Yes i know i ought to change,cos it is part of maturity(apparently the teacher above mentioned has none). But sometimes some people just puts you off ya? Hmmm..

As a result of the jumping and shouting, fatigue was all over me and i decided not to go to school. Aiya i got test that i didnt study leh. Quite surprised that many leaders still went. Hmm i'm different la hoh.. Needa rest well if not can't have effective trainings.

Alright thats all, i think i wont see who i want to see tml. 1:55 PM

You seldom see me blogging so infrequently eh? But the fact is i'm online appearing offline almost everyday.

Its only tues and i'm tired, what worse with YOG on tml and thur. Sg better win the bid.

I have to miss trainings as a result >< Just when i am a little more enthu about trng and seeing some minor improvements. Every training and every drill count. This year X-Try route is quite a disaster. It has been changed to CCAB/Botanical Garden for no apparent reason. It has transformed into a X-Terrain race in my opinion. Quoting from a vjc coach, ".. have forest,track,pavement,bitumen,steps,red bricks !"(and etc) Seriously,it is a bad choice of venue,just our luck to get such a place for this year race.

Hope to see who i want to see on sat.. ^.^ 9:32 PM

Happy EIGHTEEN bday to MIMOSA! xDD

I'm sure you will have a colourful 18! Hope u find someone that can open mimosa' heart soon! but let it be after someone open lei' heart. hehh!

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I can't seem to tame my temper and control the way i feel. It is really ugly to have myself witnessing that i actually have such type of undesired feeling. Really childish.

Girl, get a hold on yourself!

But i guess it takes a lot of time, perhaps a lifetime, to be a master over your overwhelming emotions.

Lastly,the idea of residing in a bottom 5 jc is not comforting at all. Long term immersion in an environment whose top agenda is not academic will bring about the destruction of the however minute ability i have.

But maybe, being worried can be a good thing for this crucial year in this critical place? O... 8:33 PM



glad that i capture it to showcase our madness then.


thanks to yJ making me rmb 4-1 blog existence and hence the photo below. but somehow i cant get the others cos needa log in to photobucket de. so.. send me the remaining can? xDD







how to get the engine started? how to light up the fire again? 10:31 PM

Yesterday was damn fun arh! Haha it was the first official class outing for s36! We went to settlers cafe at holland V. All thanks to mr. Hong, if not we will not find our way at all. Although it was not a VERY successful bonding session, with the separation still evident, it is an improvement ba. So next time, we should all be miscible liquid ok! xDD

Oh my the game SANDWICH is so exciting and fun. It was one of the 3 games beside I'M AN IDIOT and UNO that we played. It is so addictive and i really love the excitement those shouts of :DOUBLE DECKER! SANDWICH! STOP THIEF! bring. Haha. But too bad i did not get into top 3 leh. Lol. I think the most power one are yuying and nam chew. YY shouts are sooo high pitch! Haha! I will definitely go back to settlers although the food are not fantastic. heh.

And today, was cny celebration! Hmm, it is the last one that i'm experiencing in school yar. I think it is too short lar. But the lao yusheng was fun, just that somehow we lao till drop onto the floor -.- After that i went back to CSS. Quite pathetic, rowan and i were the only 4-1. Basically all who went back are jj ppl, cos we are really released too early! Hmm but overall there are little ppl.

Luckily i have the company of wan kee, yong xin and hui shin, if not i will be real bored. (so many ppl pangseh me! but nvm lar, im not angry :D) Hmm talked to lao huang for quite a while, make me gotta reflect again.. Such a pity this year cant go to his house, cause his wife is pregnant and needa rest. ohhhh. But it is a good thing lar, so lets rejoice :D

When i was talking to Ms Phoon, there was a girl who came to approach her as well. Initially i thought she was a J1.. but she is actually in Uni 2 now! And, she is the top CSS scholar of 2003, currently studying in NUS MEDICINE! This shows how powerful she is! Medicine course is so difficult to get in. Yayy, there will be at least 1 doctor coming out of css. Then there will be few more from my batch, like joanne and benazir! hehh my partners~~

Lok how lixuan is floating!!

eh.. from short to tall? xD
chop off his head!! hahaha

s36 at settlers!


Ah Hong Xin Nian Kuai Le! wan know how much the hb content, ask me in school =P


Ming xuan looks so cute and innocent in the photo! hehh

class photo

eh? how come s36 got a good looking guy? LOL. this TEO WEI LUN larrrrr. zzzz. came inside the photo -.- and i only realise when i reached home!! haiyooo. but its so funny. then have desmond and tysr hong laughing like mad also -.-

Fav photo. OG36! (??) ROCKS! :DD 4:02 PM

3rd fEb

Suddenly got roped in by xinying to work! haha. random~ I was working from 1-8 at Guthrie House Cold Storage as Toblerone Chocolate promoter. It was quite easy lar, just keep asking people to try the chocolates. But something v diao lar. I finished to sell all of those i am supposed to promote,5 of it, then after that gotta ask ppl to buy other stuff. Then, just TEN minutes b4 i ended the job,they suddenly told me they found 2 new box of chocolates.. =.=

I think the sales was rather good ba, given that i never receive training and it is the first time doing front line promoter job =) oh yar i went to treat myself a lot of samples ^^ It also marks the day when i see the most number of angmohs! Really, 90% of the ppl who patronised there are angmohs. It was a rather good thing,haha,cos they are more willing to buy and spent. And yar, you must really speak in english lor. Lols. Even those most china looking people converse in english. Hmm.. I sound so suao-ku ^^ At the end of the day, it only proved one thing - BUKIT TIMAH IS A RICH ESTATE WITH ALL THE UBER RICH PPL! hahah.. But they are quite nice and friendly thou.. =)

When u worked, u will get to see all the uncommon things. There was this uncle who had a conversation with me. Initially i thought that he is just curious and wanna chat a little. But no.. he stayed in the store even after i left. I asked him why wander in the place. He said he got nothing to do,so just walked around. I told him to go chinatown to get absorbed in the cny atmosphere,then he said something funny: "If i go chinatown,the chinese come after me.. if i go golden mile, the thais come after me.. If i go joo chiat, the phillipinos come after me.. so what to do? come here and walk around and nobody disturb me" Hmm he is referring to those womens.. u know what lar..

He just keep walking around and looked at things, or keep chatting with the workers. Then i saw him even trying to arrange the sweets in order, and also trying to help carry pots of flower for the customer. I guess he is just trying to find his sene of utility. It is rather sad isnt it. From the conversation i know that he has a family and daughter, and he appears to be quite well off. So why must a person spent his precious weekend time in the supermarket? oh well..

I am not too sure how much i earned yet. When i get the cheque 2 weeks later then i shall comment. But then ah, promoter job realli don play play. Leg can break de ah~~

4th fEb toDay!

Have track 2.4 trial today. hohohoho clock my 2nd Personal Best of life. The best PB was during sec 2.. -.- but it just have subtle difference. So the timing is 12.49. I know if any other jcs track ppl see this, they will laugh off their head, but i have really not smell 12 for a very long time. I did this with 2 great element of help. First, the V NICE WEATHER! It is the best kind of weather that any runner will want to ask for. 2nd, engngee paced me for the last 2 rounds.It was of great help! cos usually the last 2 rounds, i will lag behind by alot. Many thanks to him that i managed to maintain the time for last 2 laps =))

I guess w/o this 2 elements, i will not achieve this at all. (errr is it an achievement? lol). I think if i run 2.4 next monday, it will be worse off.. Since trng will stop in view of cny. And my timing is a far cry from jasmine's.. (1120)

so benja,i finally reveal my 2.4 timing. It is still not decent lar, but compared to my previous trials, it is a much obvious improvement already. +)

cheers.. 9:05 PM

The lack of linguistic ability to express yourself in the right manner is really torturous. You will want to vent your emotions so as to make yourself feel better. But, i can't even do so.

Yeah i should go drown myself in a teacup.

Lol.. singh ah singh~~ I will always be in awe for your attitude towards life.

Time, is passing in an amazingly scary manner.

What the.. thats all i can come up with to describe it.

Lets look at one of my idol, Tlorrrrr :
Time. It heals emotional wounds, dilutes anger, forgets the remembered, remembers the forgotten and shows the true colours of people. Time. A strange concept which conjures wonders which can only leave us wondering.

See? It reveals the kind of difference in maturity and thought.

Oh well, what to do? I should be grateful for the whatever kind of intelligence i am bestowed with, with respect to the type of genes and environment i'm in.(read b/w the lines) but many times you also see the rise of respected and powerful individuals from the least favourable environment. Well,they choose to take charge over destiny and seek to create a different face for their life. It is "all about will" (fr him). But we must not overlook the crucial role of the abstract and unforeseen - Luck.

Ewww i am so out of point. Whatever. I just can't straight out my thoughts. Anyway, the point is, Time in A level year is moving with the speed of light. So really, there is no time to slack off. I don't only refers to mugging with every second you have in your hands, but more to implore all of us to utilise it properly. Be it that second you're sleeping,running,listening,talking, just spent it qualitatively. Yeah there are quality to talk about in all areas, even sleeping.

I'm not doing justice to the time i spent on running. On so many occasions, running becomes a sake for running. I have never devalued or degraded it that much in my life at all. Running w/o meaning and passion is no diff from a roaming zombie. I have no clear goals in mind, because i know too well i won't be able to attain it no matter what miracles. Precisely due to this defeated mentality, i don't see improvement in running, or should i say, to make sure i'm not lagging by too much. The lack of confidence and having such loser mentality will render any form of training to be useless.

During the process of running, it is either the weakening of mental power or knee-shin-back-foot-or-i-dunno-where- pain that will make the run a lousy one. The type of run that makes me feel utter waste of time. And i thought i went all out, cos every time i crossed the line, i thought i will go out of breath and die. But well obviously i haven. Not that i want to run all out and die, i just wish that i can go a little more out.. i'm not so hardcore like thadd that goes all out.. but his determination is so admirable and respected..

Another thing is i feel that it is a waste of time. Why? It boils down to the same fact that i know i won't reach the kind of state i want, and by the kind of state, i refer to my SEC 2 form!

I no longer get frustrated when the run is not well done. I simply resign to my own fate and nod approvingly, "Yeah you're lousy".

I'm a loser...


Sorry if this post is depressing once again, because i feel miserable doing something that i have subconsciously raise the white flag. The thought of quitting surfaced almost in every training.

I wonder what type of timing i will get for my trial 2.4 on monday.

Okay, to atone for my sins in making you ( if any) to read this entry, i should end this with a.. joke?

during chemistry lab lesson,

teacher: remember ar, u all must always read from the bottom of the meniscus-

student: huh? the bottom of the miniskirt?

- from "argon" blog. haha..
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