Tue, 27th - Grad Nite 07

i went! :D to help out. I have always like this type of atmosphere,seeing people all dress up for the occasion and all the cam-whorings. Basically, i think it is rather boring, and short. It ended promptly at 10! Last year, mine ended at 12 eh. Haha. Not much effort was put for the programmes. Anyway, during the Q&A session, another gal and me were allocated the holy task of holding the qns -.- So, i went up to and fro the stage 4 times cos every time when there was a change of contestants, we need to go down too. Not bad huh. Let me be in the "limelight" for so many times -.-

Leonard was the king and Miss 17(i think she's called jane) was the queen. Heh my favourites won =D Hmm the pk got talked (1 sentence.LOL) and smiled when he walked by. Haha. happy happy. eye candy only. but heard he quite playboy? hmm...

Dunno whether he or he still rmb..That time in apr when i got the privilege (LOL) to go out with 2 uber shuai ppl to settle some stuff. They were discussing bout prom thingy then.. who and who will get norminated. Him suggested he,gino and some others. Then he was like saying no lar,got better ppl ( think he is shy. lol) The impression he left was that he is a gentleman, maybe even than him. lol. but i like often get the wrong impression? ha-ah. but too bad, after that single trip, no more interactions. Even see he in school also never wave or hi-ed. scare he forgot who am i ma... tsk tsk. But i think he rmb stil xD

Haix.. nv take with HIM. rahhz.. at least he saw me (who didnt? i was in the "limelight" -.- ), and i punched him on the shoulder. haha. actually can take de.. but when messaging he said he cant find.. hmm.. ok lor.. at least he didnt shoo.. =)

Is the Him and He very confusing? haha! its meant to be, and i'm talking bout 2 person. heh. looks like i am divulging too much of inner thoughts.. but i rather it be exposed than forgotten, for i am a person who forgets memories too easily. it hurts when this happens.

on another note, i am thinking of a 4-1 outing. On a fri evening, bowling alrite? any 4-1 see just tag. but don think many know of this secret/sacred (LOL) place :D


OKAY. MUGGING STARTS.




will it? ><

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Hello!

Fri,23rd - Badminton BBQ

Went all the way to ECP. It was rather late when my batch ppl arrived. What is funny was that the no. of ppl who came from my batch were more than the graduating batch -.- I felt weird, and distant from the juniors.. Was i really the captain b4? Oh well..

Time passes, environment changed, people evolved. You cant expect things to stay stagnant and remained what it has always been. Neither can you blamed the people involved. It is not to their decision sometime. Outcome is the result of the intertwine among the 3 factors. So,we have to undergo processes called recognition and adaptation - recognise that things aren't the way before, adapt the whatevers to live life still. oh my, think i am going much off track.

I asked the teachers to just close down badminton. I cant stand its current dire state, and to see its impressive rise and depressing fall. However, many factors are holding the teachers back. Adults cant always do what they desire in their workplace. In this case, it is the school administration authority. I think they are all disheartened. But what to do with the mess, except holding on to the dangling thread? Closing takes time too. Mr. Lim said he started to close down hockey in 2003 -.- we are all sec 1s then! But it only become official last time.

I think i will make a trip down soon to their trainings. Don think they will listen to this old bird words any more. Oh well.

Next year, i shall organise one at WEP instead. haha. Or someone's place. Just for 2006 batch! =D

Sat, 24th - Rebonding!

Oops i did it again. LOL. Went to shaw tower to do it! Bro (yes i spelled correctly)was the best and nicest stylist i met so far xD shall stick with him as long as i can! Hope you all find my hair nice. Lol. Though it sort of accentuate my BIG face and bring out a bit of ah gong look.(gong= blur) haha.

Sun,25th - Nth! -.-

Anyway, i am rather displeased by the response of my primary sch mates. The group of people that i thought i will alway enjoy their presence. Asked 3 of them whether want to go for the gig. NONE replied. I have ALWAYS hated NO RESPONSE. I rather u replied to reject! So people, do reply my sms-es, promptly. Yes they may have their own reasons.. but if u don bother to explain, you cant blame me for being angry with you right? Rahhh! And, among them, why must one of it be you. I am not entirely sure on my keenness to organise another primary gathering. But i don want to break the promise made to zaw. Oh ya, another thing i hate is promise breakers. So don use that word easily in front of me, unless you really mean it. Yupp.. i take things seriously, too serious actually. lac! lac! hahas.

Hmm some lighter stuff. Tue i will be going to Grad Night!! haha no lar, just a helper. Next year will be in the limelight. Lol jk! as if i can ar. Hope there will be some nice photos posted.. with him hopefully. 11:12 PM

It is the time of the year again..A time when many people are liberated from their studies frontiers and surrounded by a long thread of seemingly endless freedom. Yupp the Os and As people have (almost) completed the arduous task of exams. Being a j1 is like stranded on an awkward position.

Exactly one year ago, i completed my Os with a big bang by writing a half page History essay question. (somehow manage to land with an A2) The immediate days were packed, with many hanging outs and shopping trips to prepare for Prom. After Prom, days were so dull. Lol. I kept asking people what to do cos i am really too free. -.- Dumb.. should have go and find a job! But my mentality is that no one will want to hire a student who can only work for a month. Oh stupid, blame my inability to comprehend a word called "Part-time". zz!

The job at call centre should terminate on Mon, so this few days i have been doing callings for new jobs. Few potentials ones.. Hope to get one to fit into my lousy schedule, and most importantly, GOOD PAY.cos im broke, or more aptly, spendthrift.

The dollars monster is unleashed again, caused by the constant bombardment from the highly commercialized world.

Random. I feel that the intelligence level of one often is not proportional to the fun you will get in life. You're clever, doesnt spell that you will be happy in life, can only blame your "intelligence" for setting such high expectations on yourself. You're stupid, but your life can be colorful, although it maybe colours from the not-so-advised sides.
As for me, i am neither here nor there. Using intelligent on me is downgrading that world. Using happy on me ( assuming fun brings happiness) is to say that there is no cases of suicide in the world. Sitting on the fence, is not a smart or fun way, at all.

By the way, Jocelyn, Early Happy Birthday =))) Miss you.


My own D-Day.Spared all that anticipation. Maybe i am not going to celeb, at all. 4:15 PM

Ytd was the SAP Bz Innovation Forum, the one that i have been calling IT personnels to attend. Need to wear formal attire and clog shoe. I specially went to buy a heel and blouse. Now that i calculate, the amount i earn cant compensate the amount i spent on the items. -.- Anyway, good experience. I realise i like to do events.. cos i like the fact that through the process and execution, i will learn something practical and useful. Sth u cant learn from books and theory. Actually if u come out to work more, u will realise acad doesnt affect much.. U really cant make much use of it. What is important is the substance u have up in your brain. Hmm.. is event management the path for me? ...

It was tough on the legs for wearing the killer heels. aiya..爱美 ma..ended up cant go for training today >< But went to sch to collect result slip.

RP: 65/80
Percentile:
GP - 94.1
(can you see how HORRIBLE jj GP is??)
Chem - 69.1
(i will improve!!!!!!aim is 90)
CLL - 75.3
(i don give a damn bout points for useless subject =D )
Econ - 94.3
( :DD was expecting higher. lol. but promo pull me down. aim is 98. hahaha)
Maths - 63.6
( =(( sorry mrs leong!... aim will be 75)

RP Aims: Prelim - 72 Alvl - 62

Really need to ace in here. cos only with that, u will be average, or slightly above average, when compared with others.

Hmm let me tell u sth hilarious. I specially went down for an interview to Toa Payoh to get a job as promoter for some kind of OIL at Expo from 16th-20th. And i got it!
BUTTTTTTT today the guy IC called and said he withdraw from the food exhibition.


LMAO~ what tough luck i have eh? zzzz! As for the job at the call center, think they want sack me le. haha. nvm la, get so little registration for them. So maybe work from fri till tue jiu end le. Its alright la.. though i really need $. Cos doing trng in the morning and then working, is quite a taxing chore for me =x Well, i will finally have time to touch HW and revision =D

Oh ya. Forgot to mention i went for a meeting at CDAC ytd. sucks la. Should not have gone. If not i can earn $24 more at the forum. Its really a disorganised "organisation". Their event is on 8th dec, now then they ask help from us. I want to do more to make it big also cant. Luckily their project did not use "Big Bang" as the name, cos it will become the biggest irony and joke.

I only like to do BIG events. Lol. cos only that way, it will be experiencial and fun-filling! =)) 9:15 PM

Today was a day spent with yZ wQ ahbao & jessica. It is not intended to be this way, was supposed to "celebrate" bday for Mr C. C is a guy ahbao and i got to know at our workplace, the call center. He is a hilarious person and we manage to get along pretty well,talking crap and bickering. So he asked ahbao and me to join his frens for his belated bday celebration today. I agreed, but didnt abide the promise.

I just feel sth isn't right. I am not the type that can "be fren with u so fast". I am the very 慢热 type of person. I need lots of time b4 i can be close fren and hang out with you, : introvert/anti-social. I don really need acquaintance, i just need a few, true frens =))

So, i did not reply to his sms nor pick up the calls. Until the end when i gave an excuse, saying i need to accompany my fren, who is feeling down. Gotta thank yZ for acting emo and sad. ahaha. So ahbao and i just met him to pass him the gift and try to zoom away asap.

Over-friendliness to me is a form of irritating behavior. I know he just want to be frens, but i don like him to have the impression that oh-we-r-so-gd-frens!

I feel my behavior today is quite bitch. It was sort of playing prank on him. Actually when at the workplace, we get along pretty well. But somehow, i don feel like extending this out of the work place.

I am a FREAK.. if i FEEL shuang with a person, i will treat him/her super good. However,if i am not, i will try play along with the person to make him/her suffer...
WIERD,EVIL. Once in a while i admit i do enjoy this type of bitchy behavior =x

i will really like to thank and 佩服 those who are my frens and can tolerate me..
you guys must be such nice people to reach this status.. =)) 12:37 AM

Rubbish!

Screwed up presentation..as USUAL. I remembered i did not perform well during sec 2 IPW presentation also. So history repeats itself again.

Well, what i experienced now, is reflective of the future working world ba, especially in the corporate world. They dont CARE how much damn effort you had put in your proposal prepration. What they SEE is HOW u present yourself. Yes, pls lament how unfair this is.I also see many examples of those not having the credits they deserved,caused by the flaw in the presentation. However there is no sympathy or empathy in the commercial world. Screwed, means screwed!

Okay, another wake up call that i should quicken myself to learn how to present better.Here i don wish to bring across the wrong idea that i am not satisfied with my group.Of course they are quarrels,break-ups..but all in all, all of us pulled thru this shit hole. What i am so uptight over is simply the work of the world. The unfairness in judgement due to skewed partial vision.

Another bad thing! Today(3.5 hr) i hit ZERO co!!! what the.. Tue(full day) i have 6, ytd(half day) i have 3. Futhermore competition is getting stiff.. with so many JC new comers.. 3 more from jj! 2 more from ac! arghh.. Pls give me a GOOD database to call! Don wanna be sack. I want to do a good job. It is a duty and responsibility.



so i finally saw u again today. why did i shoo away and not go up.. to just say sth like: you rocks even more. and all the best.

ewwww. let me see you again next week
9:02 PM