Last 3 days were quite bad. weekend was so overwhelming. maybe 1 of the reason is bro not arnd. and i kanna "scolded" by some superiors/managers.

whats wrong with being quiet?!?

you need quiet ppl to analyse the situation differently from others.

then today, i got a BURNING throat. so i asked for early release to go see doc, which i didnt in the end, cos i don wanna wait...


Requiem for a dream.joc,u know this piece? i mean at least the base part ^^ this is something soul-stirring for me. errr is there such a word. i mean,things that will wake me up from the delusion/indifference/apathy.so its music once again.
11:00 PM

watched twilight movie with ahbao ytd

hmm.i don think its very nice.feel that it was not directed well,perhaps cos it was a low budget movie.so i think i will go back to the novel to get a better understanding and also a deeper fall into the plot.haha.

Ed was not particularly handsome la, thou he was captivating enough =)

the 2nd novel, New Moon, i just chiong finish last night. i would say 3/4 of the book is redundant. the author seems to like to keep it at Harry Potter length,but it just didnt manage to keep its reader absorbing every details. should there be a 2nd movie,its really going to be a challenge to film it. Cos Ed is not the male lead, its more of jacob. and if they used the same actor as in Twilight, the sales will plunge ba. lol.


6 more days. boo. no feeling. 12:15 PM

24th dec

freaking. i slipped la!! landed on my right butt and nearly sprained my right hand. but luckily my butt is fat enough to cushion me from the fall -.-

saw eugene today. he and his nj frens & bro. haha. he became so char ta. but i guess more and more of the guys are going to be like that ^.^

den in the aftnn, joc came! =D she came to pass me xmas chocs, but in the end i made her spent $9+ on a drink (aft gst & svc charge) so not worth it. honestly our drinks here are so overpriced =x

its da festive season now?

but i don feel any tinge of it.. perhaps of my draining work.. i thought that this yr is going to be the first one that i can experience better end-of-yr festive mood,without having to bother bout schwork.


hmmmm...i want to shopppp...lol. but i don ve time for it leh.

so,shd i just write down a wishlist.hahhaa.

cheers! 1:16 AM

its a joy today! xD

as work only start at 3pm today,i get to meet the 4-1 5ppl clique at BV to eat lunch with xinyu. den later at night,they came over to nyny to see me do saikung stuff. LOL. i mean they came to support me la. haha thanks thanks. but pt hp ming des were also there too :D so,its not really a clique gathering. haha.

i made them spent a bomb by eating there.lol.so i treat them desserts! :D first time treat ppl that much,haha must be on the wrong mind. lucky you ppl huh. HAHA. jjk =)

but i didnt really talk to them much yeh...i hv a lot to ask,esp des. hope he's still fine... but with ming taking care of him,should be alright la =D

ooohhh! why are all the ppl call xinyu so nice???!!!
haha after lunch (C)xinyu gave all of us a cute xmas card. then when i reached home, i saw a xmas cum cny card from (P)xinyu. haha so nice,got a picture of MY ANATA aka Mr Peng pic inside. hahaha.

maybe nx time i call my daughter XY also. hohoho.

hmmmm....some day is coming...but i don ve anticipation at all la...
it just serve as an unwanted reminder that i'm older but not any wiser in leading a life. 1:12 AM

work....'s tiring & quite pissed off at times....

but w my character,it's hard for me not to get pissed off right?!

lol..

everyday i get to see some ppl i know, who ask me to work at jp.so on fri i met Ms Lim! haha,together with her children. Then xy & wy also came to look for me. waaa im very touched, THANKS!! on sat,ah bao also waited for me till i knock off.omgg so nice, THANKS also!! >.<

imma kindda sad today..cos Rave is going back to the Ehub outlet.manager Clar going back there too.haii..den i'm stranded with the Olvl nooblets.haha ya imma bad lar..say ppl noob when i'm one myself =D

dunno will i get to see him again??since i only go downtown like once or twice per yr -.-

but don get it wrong.i just feel that he can be a very good bro or a very good guy fren. to find ppl that can click with me is hard, and it is even more so for guys.
sigh!


bro rave! 1:26 AM








first official clique outing, on last thur 11th dec? haha sorry, work has made me lost track of time.although nowadays my posts are so back-dated, i still want to pen it down,to remember that i have such feelings before =)

went to a place in chinatown. a lobang from our potential scholar. the outside appears very shabby and ulu, but inside is normal la. package is 2-7,free flow of drinks,and also ve a bowl of FAKE shark fin soup! lol..IIRC, its call ten dollar club. so the package is for 10 bucks only. damn worth it!

they are the most cam-shy group of fren i've. cos usually imma the one who is the most cam-shy!

xy yy and wy all can sing de la,esp yy,she's like 卧虎藏龙 lor, hidden talent. ehhhh don sign-on lar,go for Superstar instead! and this time round, i sing more than i did with yl & pt (!!) my voice CMI de la,face so thick,but voice so thin.

i hope i have time b4 the New Yr to do a entry dedicated to my class,but looking at my schedule,looks like..no??

i have many pending outings sia..so paiseh to put it on hold, like imma some 大牌 like that.
1. visit to laohuang hse
2. the badm gatherin tht i said i wanna org
3. xy wy shopping trip?? xD
4. 4-1 5 ppl clique
5. yz, ahbao
6. ABA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yl,pt
7. HIM?! lol jjk, don thk he wil agree to come out w me alone. LOL

and also, my fav hideout - godma's hse! =)

i only got one weekday break arhh.. how to meet? so ps lar..

why am i blogging today?! yupp cos its my precious one day break..i can only know my break one day beforehand..so i guess its hard to tel my frens when to meet them? ><

haii..guess i will become more and more isolated.lol.so..if ya want the fastest way to reach me, come NYNY @ jp lor.haha. and if i don return calls or sms, ps ah,cos my break is usually arnd 4 to 445. if not will be my off time,which's arnd 10 to 11? ytd i cant even catch the last bus, so can only catch the last train,and then walk home from lakeside.

very cham hor..but nvm!!! all these tough stuff shall make me slim down! woots!

alright..gotta rest.. cya all! takkaire! 10:54 PM





yupp thats for chalet, which is dated 25nov. xD

First time managed to finish all the bbq food. perhaps because of yj around. i'm quite happy that they like the food :D

Games part.mx music game was quite successful,just that i didnt really do the grouping very well.1 group was obviously,not in the mood? lol. and sorry to tzer and zz, who seem to be left out in the game cos they don listen to chi music.

night cycling.i had a double bike,my front driver alt b/w mx nc yj.fell down once when mx was in front.lol.but his injury was more serious.yj rode the best.hee.

the bike were not very comfortable la,you'l get butt pain very easily.so we just cycle aimlessly,rounds and rounds.quite boring,but the accompany and the chilling wind compensate for them.there was not much to explore in that place, and there was some heavy and light rain at different time.

first time i had my Mac breakfast at 4am.the 4 of them(mx nc yj yy) were like want to doze off le,so i had to keep come up with lame topics to keep the conversation going.haha.ohh i realised my "staying-up" power is really strong, perhaps due to the Olympic Dream trng. heh

tried to catch sun rise again. another failed effort.made the gang wasted their time when they can be catching their beauty sleep.

asked the cls ppl to leave first,since they look so tired. er don u guys stay up??? haha i must understand that this is a super guai class =)
then the 5 of us waited miserably for 10am to come so as to return the bike.during then,i made them play the 比手画脚game that was supposedly to be used on the class,which was not carried out cos all of them were quite restless & mr hong gotta leave.the way yj acted 生孩子- LOL!

so this more or less sum up chalet..hmm should have really blog earlier,cos lost some "feel" le.haha

shall wait for yy to send photos b4 penning down our gang singing session =D

now now, a big news!

i'l working at new york new york @ jp! tml is the trng and perhaps even the actual work.. do drop by to visit me,but don stay for long cos i'l be SHY de lar~~ the pay is not as high as office job,but i think what i need more is the experience in dealing with people and also to stole a insight at the F&B industry.since i've a 6day workweek and a weekday off only,it'l be quite hard to date me yeh,lol. soooo..if i ask any of you all out, pls be able to make it!!!

all da best to me =) 10:24 PM

koped from someone's blog!



height order arranged from left to right?

arranged from right to left?


told cha it looked like their wedding! xD

anw,can u believe that a jerk can actually date 2 prom queens who have once been classmate -.- ! 10:28 PM


yeah the prom king and queen. but it look as if its their wedding dinner la.haha.and i dunno why wl is somehow trying not to smile. lol.


BY with her punk look.wow. Gotta thank her for bringing me into Hse Comm and even nominating for EAGLES. =)


TL with her very bright hair! hoho


Flower - jasmine! haha. hope we keep in contact eh!


Roses among a thorn xD


Mr Hong! ohh hope ure not sad tht im the only "rep"..


with YL =D i can see my eyes. WOW


WL and prom king wl!!! hahahaha. but looks like i'm his mother eh?!!


This's better! at most just look like his older sis xD glad tht worked with him b4! hope u win the inter JC pageant ah! since last 2 years were won by JJ gals, i guess its also time to show jj guys power?! lol. but well,there's also not much to show lar.haha.


ME! woots! a rare display narcissism xD

Prom 08, venue (shangri la) was fantastic and food was gr8. very worth the money. all was well planned, so much better than Prom 07. ohhh my hse comm juniors played a part too! They're in the prog comm, head by YiHua, the same guy who organised CSS prom for 06,07,08 =) ahhh i miss working with my 2 juniors la!!! >.< i love being in prog and log comm =D

But well, i was quite bored la. Imagine ure the only one from your class? But its not enough to make me to regret being there. And anw YL gang of friends were funny and nice to hang out with. So don really feel left out lah =D

Post Prom. Went to Clarke Quay. Saw alot of ppl of other jcs flooding the area,esp @ The Arena. The few of us went to sit in @ The Clinic. i drunk some alcohol that have the cherry taste. eeyer. We were quite noob and tired, so didnt really know where to go. I guess Jasmine was disappointed tht we didnt managed to club. haha. Maybe i should intro ABA gang to her then she can know more about clubbing. Clubbing is really not for me.. Pubbing, ok lar, if u pay for my drinks lor. SO bloody expensive -.- After The Clinic, went to another pub, we just sat there, order drink, stop and stare. LOL. no la, but we really dunno what to do, so its just like sitting there and waiting for time to pass.

ahh and i forgot to take back prom booklet!! >.<

just to conclude,from prom i can really see my 人缘 is not very good. but nvm la, social butterfly is not me. =)
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so.. whatever things that i ve planned for post As were all over( will blog bout chalet another time), time to get a job right??

i ve spent HUNDREDS of dollars..not just for prom, but also on other stuff.. i think the economy need more ppl like me in order to move out of recession! -.-

i want to get a job in the Events/ MICE industry that I THINK i want to work in the future.. ahhhh its so SAD that i still dunno what i want aft 2 years! this is one problem. another one is,if i keep procrastinating, i will only ended up spending more time rotting away! so should i just go and apply any available job?? or shd i continue search for a job in a potential industry which i'm still unsure of?

messy thoughts la! help! 10:11 PM