alot to say...

but no time >.<

at least, i'm learning, and doing what i like =) 6:49 PM

The past few days of paranoia has been undue. I did get the i/ship afterall. He has a lot of justification to be done though. Gosh. I owe him so much... I must work harder than i did at 'A' level. But come to think of it, i didnt work a lot for As yeah?

But i gonna be quite broke.. wonder how to materialize my taiwan trip >.< maybe i shd go back NYNY to work at weekends?

And now there are like 3/4 gatherings that i'm in-charge of -.- i still gotta do some prep reading b4 meeting idol on wed leh. oh well, training my management skills and force me to utilize time for max efficiency.

i shall mug for work during cny. haha.but i'm glad for it =)

thks idol! 12:09 AM

did something go wrong?



u don wan me..? 8:31 PM

Last day.

Didnt cry, phew.

Paul was nice. he wanted to give me choc velvet. haha

saw mr Leow, but then is bcos he came to cancel reservation -.-

oh, ytd saw Reu too. hmm,he is still boyishly charming. lol.

anw, im worried. he didnt contact me for one day. hope nth crop up for my ........... 12:48 AM

I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT

THIS IS PROBABLY GOING TO BE TOUGHER THAN ANYTHING THAT I VE DONE AND WHAT I WILL DO IN THE FUTURE. I AM GOING TO TRY AND OVERCOME MY GREATEST FEARS.

MILLION THANKS TO AHBAO, HER FREN, AND MENTOR HIMSELF.

GOOD LUCK. ALL THE BEST.

He said its going to be an awesome journey. Then i told him it will be a challenging journey for him to coach me/

"bring it on!" he said.

gahhh i don want to disappoint the above 3 and myself.

and i apologize in advance if i cant be contacted/seen often. 1:04 AM

1st round over.

2nd round...


LET ME GET IT! 12:23 AM

Will i meet your high expectation?



The anxiety is like awaiting for A lvl result. 7:28 PM

saw junior mr. red jade today. haha happy happy~ didnt see Kel thou. so they were back fr ogl camp i guessed. o2 starts on yl bday. lol. oh managed to bargain 15% disc for them. arggghh i shd ve done it whn 4-1 came too so i don ve to pay myself. HAHA. nvm nvm.


mundane-ness is killing me! i don bother to smile, bleh

"don spend your 19 sighing"

i'l try 11:38 PM

Doing some updated for some backdated events,just for the sake of my memorial.

so on 3rd jan, my really nice FDW came to visit me and pass me gift. not all thou,but its touching enough. thanks hor. ps im not rich enough to treat u guys to nyny. lol.

den ytd..4th jan. at arnd 8,i have this sudden stomach ache. dunno what the hell is the cause. it caught me so offguard,but i just keep on bearing with it. thou my actions and expressions gave me away. ppl arnd me naturally asked am i ok etc but honestly that will make me feel worse.lol.made me even closer to tearing (which i did thou) i knw its their way of showing concern,but somehow this kind of actions only aggravate the situation. so it seems like im asking ppl not to talk to me whn im not feeling well eh?! nono,like that will make me think that im not so impt afterall.

so what exactly do i want?! =.=

but im really thankful and glad tht they upon seeing me looking like any-moment-can-faint look,they all step forward and help me do my job w/o asking. =) O lvl kids are still pretty nice. LOL. manager claire also, as she asked me to go back earlier and rest.

work is getting better nowadays,with lesser workload,and BETTER STAFF MEAL =D yes,food is the only reason tht i work in F&B,as the pay is really meagre =x

schedule for this week:
mon: 3 to 11
tue: OFF!!!
wed - sun: 11 to 7

NO OT!! but also dunno to be happy or not, no ot=less $
geessh imma workaholic

finally i can sleep with my hair dry 1:12 PM

19, the last teen bday.

thanks to:
ming,ann,ahbao,mimosa,michelle,yZ,godson yj,joce,xy xiaobai,pt,des,xinying,mrs chong,wy,benita,limting,wq

ohwell if u didnt see yr name here means u've forgotten but well ure forgiven.lol.

spend with the oldest ppl i ever know..lol.dunno is it a thg to be happy or sad about?! LOL

but sorry la..i didnt appear very cheerful,due to the reasons i sms y'all.

so my wish?

not the grades,not even the thg that i say i wanted it to drop from the sky

i just want to, shed the overwhelming indifference i've 12:20 AM

ytd, ie the last day of 2008, i met 2 cheerSful ppl. haha i mean cos they are full of cheersss!

haha yeah saw tommy and then later, the big cute Apple. HAHA. Btw, Apple is a guy!

meeting familiar ppl EVERYDAY. dunno its a good or bad thg.


ehhhh how come YOU still haven come visit me??!!

anw,hope u all alr listen to the song below? its really.. EPIC! 1:45 AM