EXACTLY half a year later, it is the start of the A lvls for me and ppl who had made the wrong choice to take a subject call Chi Lang & Lit.

Two years ago, i'm pretty sure of my path and the way i'm doing things.

Now? I don even have the self discipline to tame myself to do proper study for a day.







being here bring out the worse in me
10:33 PM

mrQ @ JJC today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhh i was doing a damn saikung stuff then - holding an umbrella and acting as a human duster. Cos yanxi was drawing on cloth using chalk. Den i be her duster loh. zzz. So i was perspiring like i just run and hair messy like as if i just wake up. So... i don dare to go up to him and acknowledge. HAIII. Now come to think of it, REGRET lar.


Anyway! Happy Birthday to you, Mr. ^^" I miss your handsome smeared face. hehehh.


~~~~~~~~~~~ did our eyes meet? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ oh boy. 11:35 PM

For once, i think i did a good run =)

It was sports meet 3000M finals today. Before the race i was feeling very unwell and totally tired from yesterday race and late night. I thought i will puke or faint during the course of the dizzy 7.5 rounds. But i did my personal best! =D cheerios!

I was running behind qixuan all the way, except the last 100M she opened up and i couldnt catch up. Wow she is really a very steady runner who can run at constant pace VERY well! There were times that i wanted to overtake her but i convinced myself just be safe and tag behind her. So the overall result is 15.23, a 5th position. It was a whooping improvement from last yr sucky record! Improvement of 2+ mins! wohoh! qixuan if u get to see this, thanks! i dunno i can run this well too =) ok lar it is not VERY well, but at least it was satisfactory, no regrets =)

Then after the race, settled a lot of sai kung stuff for bikila. agrr it was disorganised! compared to last year. But i always enjoy doing sai kung stuff for bikila... hahah yeah yeah ulterior motive behind! xD hope to know ahem ahem more =D

today i also heard something that made me feel damn shiok.

"this sports meet only have 2 house. Either you are bikila, or you are not bikila"

haha!!!! this shows how much we are owning others =D

BIKILA ALL DA WAY

Beyond BORders
11:34 PM

This blog is so dead.. Just like how i am.

But today is the D-Day, full of life and action.

49th National Inter-School Cross Country 2008

The Cross journey has come to an end. I have been much looking forward to this ending for it signifies liberation. Finally i can have a NORMAL timetable and have time to brush up on my pathetic studies. It was an ending with much expected outcome. I was among the last few.. OF THE 'A' DIVISION.

I reached tgt with an rjc guy from 'A' division, who started bout 5 mins LATTER and ran 600M MORE. Then just behind me was allan. Eww he was 2nd again. Heard him saying that he was actually leading all the way, until during the last 100M the rjc guy went to chiong and caught him by surprise. Haha, must be one of mrQ's tactics ^^ Oh btw allan helped us took group photos. The guys were like quite paiseh to ask sucha champion to take photo for us. haha. Ahh he is really cool,exemplary,role model. Hmm i am starting to speak in a fanatic tone. tsk tsk.

I got overtaken by shisang at the last 100M too. However since we are from the same school, it is still alright ba.. BUT, cant i just chiong, sustain and hold on A LITTLE BIT longer??? ahhhh...

At about the last 500M, mrQ was there on the roadside. I presume he was waiting for his rjc guys (since the rjc gals have long passed me). But what he said, i will rmb forever.

"come on weiling it's the last stretch jiayou" clap clap.

i cant really recall the exact words, but it is along that line. He has really exerted a profound influence upon me. Although it was a short 2 years journey, the lessons and the discipline i have learn will benefit me for even 20 years down the road. That being said, i have never give in my all for running. The multitude of commitments simply stripped and grabbed all my energy, sparing little i can put in for running. whats more with the ever present weak mental, weak perseverance, weak determination and WEAK ENVIRONMENT. All the obstacles i have not been able to overcome it, thus failing to achieve my peak or personal best.

I am sad that i have never thank him in person, and i wonder when will be the next time i can see him? Perhaps during july national track & field when i will be going as an unfit spectator. Lol..

The running experience is a truly unique one. One will never be able to feel the sentiments unless undergoing it personally. It is a long tiring journey, sometime even boring, since you just run and run and run. This virgin attempt at National Inter-school Cross Country leave deep regrets for it is the final one too. There is no chance for further amendments. All you can do is to look back and lament. I wish, that i could have join Cross during Sec 1 & 2. But at that time, i was simply not good enough. I put in laudable efforts, but the standard was still not there yet and i have to struggle with badminton. So maybe i should wish this instead - that mrQ never leave css, so i can continue with my running, and becoming someone that is different from me today.

After the boys race, we sat outside the corridors for there was a heavy downpour. I stoned for a very long time, looking like a downright defeatist, staring into the many passer-bys. I felt so numb then, my mind refused to process its thoughts and my heart trying to deny of its feelings.

It is amazing that i didnt cry. Oh, maybe i will, when i am alone in the night, when the senses are all are awake to force out the true emotions.

11:31 PM

Got an Apple for project work. So do my whole group. Initially i find it unbelievable and extremely happy bout it. But the highness soon die off when i heard almost half of singapore population (43.6%) have As too -.- Yeah i know i shd not be complaining, cos there are deserving ppl out there not getting As.

Grades, are really not reflective of one's effort. Simply bcos, the starting point aint the same for all. Along the way, many factors come in to play a part - the environment, your working partners, the materials etc. And most importantly, something that we can't control, the element of Luck!!! It is often overlooked, but it is the one that determine 90% of it. So.. xinyu! don be too sad alright. =)) At least to us, we know you deserve the Apple =))

But i guessed, whole group getting Apple shows that the covering up job quite well ba?
Get the drift..

Cross country race@ macR today again! Muddy day! Yupp i improved my timing, just that other schools also improved, and at a much faster pace. Wah near the ending pt i almost skidded, cos it was very slippery and mrQ was standing there! Aiyohh so paiseh. Pls don let him know my timing..


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Happy 21st Bday, YL =)

An outrageous one. Surely you will rmb, be it the good or the bad bout it.

A photo with you! Haha, after so many years. nono not just the 2, with macy(sooooo CHIO. xD) and another yl too. Heh. I was super unglam lar.. cos bz bbq-ing. Sian.... always,ALWAYS,ALWAYS, end up doing the sai kung stuff. But at least appreciated by some. Err, maybe i shd be thankful.

Nowadays ppl just want to be served.. And there are some dumb ppl out there like me who like to serve w/o regrets.. Lol exaggerating le.. Cos i still get angry at times and the yearn for recognition. Me tyl macy were bbq-ing all the way. Occasionally with some "help" from MT, with his superb skills to turn food chao-tar. But at least he still does sth. KM was just sticking with his gf, who is so diff from our demure Ms pingting. Oh well, ppl taste will change over time.

Bday for guys usually have the bday bash thingy. Ah, thats just so scary. What happened today was a bit overboard. YL gf even cried lar. She was desperately trying to protect YL from second harm from his grp of secondary sch frens. Then in the process, she got hurt and YL got real angry. He SHOUTED. He is usually quite cool-headed, never will be raise his voice. I heard sth like "you all fucker!". Hmmm but it was due to the precarious situation. His big bunch of sec sch frens were trying to tear his undies or sth, then they hurt his gf who was trying hard to cling on and protect YL. If i were her, i think i will shout and scold them!! Arggh. Pls know the limits!

But we cant do anything to stop.... So we just stood like bystanders watching some drama unfold in front of our eyes. Even KM and MT cant tolerate them. KM threw a comment sarcastically: "YL, what kind of friends you ve huh"


Bro hope you are fine huh. Next time see you will be 16th May, the final showdown @ Arena. you guys gotta win! =) ABA jiayou! 11:16 PM



Wed was MX bday. Fri was Yvonne.
Next tue, is you Bro! P.L! =)

OH! i just chanced upon this! all shd watch esp jjcians! ermm but maybe the PAE ppl have watched b4. Somehow i feel it is a little similar to nj's Odyssey concept? Hmm.. But what matters is somebody. Lols. Watch it!

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