Rubbish!

Screwed up presentation..as USUAL. I remembered i did not perform well during sec 2 IPW presentation also. So history repeats itself again.

Well, what i experienced now, is reflective of the future working world ba, especially in the corporate world. They dont CARE how much damn effort you had put in your proposal prepration. What they SEE is HOW u present yourself. Yes, pls lament how unfair this is.I also see many examples of those not having the credits they deserved,caused by the flaw in the presentation. However there is no sympathy or empathy in the commercial world. Screwed, means screwed!

Okay, another wake up call that i should quicken myself to learn how to present better.Here i don wish to bring across the wrong idea that i am not satisfied with my group.Of course they are quarrels,break-ups..but all in all, all of us pulled thru this shit hole. What i am so uptight over is simply the work of the world. The unfairness in judgement due to skewed partial vision.

Another bad thing! Today(3.5 hr) i hit ZERO co!!! what the.. Tue(full day) i have 6, ytd(half day) i have 3. Futhermore competition is getting stiff.. with so many JC new comers.. 3 more from jj! 2 more from ac! arghh.. Pls give me a GOOD database to call! Don wanna be sack. I want to do a good job. It is a duty and responsibility.



so i finally saw u again today. why did i shoo away and not go up.. to just say sth like: you rocks even more. and all the best.

ewwww. let me see you again next week
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