Lets recall!

Midnight:
1st came pt sms! =)) i think you're on the first place for several years already. heheh. thanks! i await your surprise for me. Lols!

2nd is xy, my senior! woohoo! thanks! EVER WITH THE BEST =DD

3rd is mimosa! youre not late actually. lol. thanks! and thanks for cooking up a story about your mum fad over zaizai in order to test me out -.- lol. love the album! u must buy f4 album ar!

hmm i don really need anyone to stay countdown for me next time. NOT that i don like it. Just that i feel very bad la, cos everyone gotta attend sch later. Hope i don have to spend the 19th on the bed. By that time, i will be very FREE, with the LONG LONG LONG holidays! xD

4th is yZ. heh thanks for your big pink lollipop toy although the bottom part looks like ..... ahem! haha..

5th is benazir!!!!! partner!!!!! i miss her alot alot alot. She called me during GP lesson.But i cant pick up!!!! Really frustrating!!! I think the lesson yesterday was really useless, just going through the motion. Obviously she wasn't ready. So end up i can only message her. Haiix. I hope her life at National Jail Confinement will be alright this year. Come to think of it,i miss that place eh >< horrr ="))" xinyu ="))">< tags ="))"><>< leh ="I" qixuan =")">< i'm so ps.. cos this is their third time giving me things but i only get to know when's their bday today. oh juniors,thanks!

This more or less sums up. But my badminton partners forgot. lol. joanne & ann. haha but its okay =)

i didnt know i love cards so much ^-^

grabbed from pt blog. i love it~

~~Wishes~~
1. Be Less Afraid, Be More Happy.

yupp. i think that may become the motto of my life. I'm afraid of too much things already. That is not leading me to anywhere. As for more happiness..I think everyone are slogging now, in the hope that they will attain that. But we are often in a blind pursuit of happiness, cos you cant even fathom what is that actually? A state of mind? Material comforts? Love? It is up to us to define, and hence we are living life differently. I want mine to be worth. Live a meaningful life that i deem worth in my perspective. If not i should just exit and stop producing CO2 that contribute to global warming.

I am still in search of my ambition. It is really sad that after 18 years i still have not figure out the path of life.

2. A level result of my expectation

This is a short term goal specifically for 08. Initially i was hoping for 3A1C. But after hearing ahbao only wants 2A, i think i aim too high. Maybe 3A1D or 2A2B ba.. Aiya still not sure,cos have not experience Cambridge A lvl standard yet. Currently only exposed to my jc very ahem ahem de standard.

3.

Aiya, sure wont come true. It has been on the top of my list for as long as i can remember. So i don bother to pen it down le. ...


I think i will blog less for this year. Mainly it is due to the added rigour of academic,but it is also because i feel my entries lack substance and depth. I want myself to be more insightful...



I'm determined to live a colourful EIGHTEEN

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