- battling the indifference -

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

i didn't know liking has changed to love. and love has failed me again. it left me helpless, make my already tattered heart even weaker. why.. why do i always have to suffer from this fate?

you will be away from 9jan. today seems to be the last day i see you. will this be the last of lifetime? i am really suffocated now. i didn't know i loved u so.

if you ever need someone but she's not around, i am here. but just that u may not even want to turn to me in the first place.

love. this is really love. only today i realised.

how long am i going to be trapped then? last time it was 5+ years. is a cycle going to repeat again?

only today, i feel the emotion, the raging unwillingness to see you leave.

weak, i am really weak now. how am i going to be strong again? without seeing you.

him........................................................................................................................

--Merci tout le monde--

12:17 AM

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