Finally......

I managed to survive through this very hectic week. NEVER have i felt so tired for a schooling week. Is it due to age catching up on me, or have i bought it upon myself for procrastinating so much.

Trainings were relatively more satisfactory. I improved, but others too, so do those in other jcs. The countdown has really begun. It is only less than 6 weeks to Nationals. How much more trainings can i have and how much can i improved? It dawned upon me that i should have take each and every training seriously. Every single move counts.

Moving on to the acad. argh it is quite depressing. The tests this week are going to be a goner case. =/ and the previous test seems so too. Since i fare badly as compared to others. yes yes i like to compare.

A levels out today. Was it a blessing in disguise for this 2007 batch. The announcement of result is being pushed so much further this year, despite the results were recv by MOE on 21st jan. Obviously extensive moderations have been done to create the impression that the education system has proceed in the right direction of changes. I worry for my cohort.

Nevertheless the school seems quite immersed in their marked improvements. I beg to differ thou. Guess how many all As for 4h2s. It is just a very auspicious chinese number. Number of As for 3h2s. Well,slightly better. Somewhat below after adding a zero to the back of the auspicious number. arghh. Our cohort will do better, esp 4h2s ppl right. haha.

To me the most scary piece of info of all is that only <50% A-C for gp........ ohmyohmy. This just show how handicap we are in our angmoh right? Maybe i shall consult singh b4 As? Since he revived a C6 to B3 before =)

i forgot how much our top scorer got.Is it 4 or 5. But i know it is definitely not the 7As that other jcs talk bout. Take ac for eg. Their top has 7As and 2 h3 merit. But whats so gr8 bout him???

HE IS FR CSS 4-1!

haha..Ee cheong. He was one of the top for his batch.

Hmm i think those css-nj did pretty decent too. 3As 4As for their h2s. Congrats =)

I'm quite surprised at some of the remarkable result by councilors. If they, who have so much lesser time to study, yet achieved astounding result, those non-leaders who use no time as an excuse should just go and bang against the wall. So, i cannot use no time as an excuse for my pathetic result!! I cant lie to myself any longer.I must ACT. Oh i'm listening to leow' preaches. haha.

Finally, i manage to see ... Although it was just a mere 10 secs, the elation it bought will stay for very long. For i dont know when is the next time i can see ... Glad u can stay in sgp..! =))

I can, and will do well.

Miss................. 10:44 PM