Saturday, July 19, 2008
i cant seem to talk truthfully to anyone anymore. maybe not that i have really done it before. sometimes, i really have lots to say, but i just cant express. Perhaps it is better for the other party, sparing them from the inconvenient truth. i dunno how to bring it up and to initiate it. but most of the time, i don even have feelings per say, it is just sheer emptiness.. or at the other end of the spectrum - suffocation..
a life without passion, direction and purpose, may not be better than not having it.
but well, i wont have the courage to.. y'knw. but if someday, suddenly i got landed into a peril situation, i wont bother to struggle to display the will to..
talk to me, if u know how to deal with tears.
真的该是时间去看医生了。。
--Merci tout le monde--
11:44 PM