One word to describe the T-situation

Hopeless

The blow will come tml. If someone who didnt get to where she should be, but yet still shine as brightly as she should have be at here, why cant i? we may not be of the same caliber, but definitely similar.

i will, shine.
in times to come.
Go

from tuck blog..

Sometimes, we try too hard.Sometimes, we try too hard.
Try too hard to make our ideas heard and make others agree with us. Never really considered the other alternatives, never really listen to what others have to say. Never really wondered what others thought of us. Never.

Sometimes, we try too hard.
Try too hard to be the best. All the late nights and all the mugging, only to find someone else doing better, rendering you second best. Never thought about losing. But what's the point when no one really cares about you. Is that what's to happen?

Sometimes, we try too hard.
Try too hard to please. All the sacrifices and the things we have done. All the things we've done replied with a callous look. Just needing a little appreciation. A tall order? Is it worth all the trouble? Is it better to be a little more selfish and think more about ourselves?

Sometimes, we try too hard.
Try to hard to be perfect. Just had to get that extra stroke or to give that extra effort to make it perfect. Not content with being second best, not content to be sufficient, always need to be on the dot. But, always let down by the cruelty of reality. Perfect is the word.

Sometimes, we try too hard.
Try too hard to be find happiness. The latest Nokia phone, the latest Adidas shoes and the most updated Laptop. Only to find that without these, our lives are actually just void. It might not be the newest or the most trendy because happiness is from within, not from what others say.

Sometimes, we try too hard.
Try too hard to juggle our daily life. Family, friends, tutorials and CCAs just to name a few. Don't know what everyone's expected of us, don't know who's in control. Just going with the flow.

Sometimes, we try too hard.
Try too hard to find something call self-identity. A sense of belonging. A feeling of being yourself, against all the obstacles and challenges. Tired of being a nobody, feeling the fatigue of finding yourself in this concrete jungle.

Sometimes, we try too hard.
Try too hard to compare. RJC, HCJC, VJC. Harvard, Cambridge, NUS. 1st, 2nd, 3rd. Bungalow, Condo, HDB. Compare to make progress. Compare to gauge how good we are. All these just to show off or just to shed some pity on ourselves? A dumb rat race to nowhere.

hope this is not infringe of copyright. lol. but it struck me. anyway, i hope this can be passed as a form of acknowledgment. ^^

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