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awful
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Got to know her email by chance. Saw their photos. Sweet. Close. Loving.

Well this is the starting honeymoon period. Perfectly normal. Not trying to be skeptical, but shall see how long it lasts. But some times things work cos there is a strong spirit due to the stranding in against all odds situation.

I am not giving up nope, nor holding high hopes. Just let nature takes it own course. There are things that are more integral now.

But nevertheless, the awful feeling is there. A little suffocated too. Plus some cracks of the glass heart. Cracks, not yet broken. Though maybe soon? I don't know.

I do like him.Could be Love even. Pardon my arrogance, but i do know when is Like or Love. Not like those teenage boys and girls who confess and publicize their 'Love' so often. The only guy I had loved is that myl. But thats a really fatal and wrenching love. Got so much hurt from him. But nevertheless, it is a good thing i am out of the shit long ago. :)

I should really change myself, for the sake of betterment of myself. Nvm if any1 of you don't get it ^^

Glad that optimism has not left. =)

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